Musings...

Growing everyday, depending on who, we still see things in new lights and venture into things as much as possible. we learn too and really become something out of what we do daily. revelation is progressive...beyong anything else, not just in our walk with God but in all that pertains to us and how life is lived is daily revealed. If I'm asked what God is saying to me right now as in general terms, I might not state exactly but I know what God is saying about various things where I'm concerned. these days, I dont read my bible everyday, neither do I pray everyday but its in my consciousness what God means to me and the value of what He 'thinks' about the things i do and somehow, my answers still emanate from the word when i need any. I'm not justifying not doing these things but that's the way it's been, neither am i saying that it has to be but more than anything else, i choose to know the heart of God. A lot of things also push you out of comfort, out of laziness to work, occurence push me as a person to do certain things at different times, moods or dispositions push me to write. whatsoever it is such that it pushes, the major thing is that it's about God. Whatever it is, it is God. And for whatever reasons I do the things I do, it is God! I do many things at times and I ask myself why. i think at some points it doesnt make sense cos people rarely are able to pay back that coin; do that kinda thing for you. at times they do it to your face and you just smile back yet deep down you just wan'shout. But i can't remove the truth that I'm me, I give myself the reasons why i do the things i do, it makes me even more unique that others wouldnt do them. i pride myself in that cos it just explains better how that i'm wired so differently. if i were like them, then there wouldn't be much to me 'cos i'll produce the same results.

i think about God daily, about people all around me how some are so sweet and special, some are just there, some I'd rather run away from, some i wan'have around all the time, i think about school - how that i want it over over and done with and the things i really wan'do with my self - how to begin or how to continue cos i think i've begun,................musings

"when the dogs bite

when the bees sting

when i'm feeling sad

i simply remember my favourite things

and then i don't feeeeeeeeeeeeeel sooooooooo sad.............

alright i'm not feeling sad.....!!!!

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